Reminise

i saw your name carved into stone,
i saw your last moments carved in my mind,
i love you more now, but it's too late,
i am no angel, but i knew i was loved....... Unconditionally.

Yultide Melancholy

hmm... well that was worst than i thought it would be.... just finished an exam at work and am not feeling too good about it... still alot of questions i haven't got answered yet... but nonetheless the book is supposedly correct...so we'll see... hehehee yeah right... well that's over for good i hope... although it was a retest... ( i only failed the first time cos the exam was on christmas EVE!!!!!) ( HHHHHeeeeeeeeelllo people.... what were you thinking... EXAM on CHRISTMAS EVE!!!) MAn being a working adult stinks.... !!!! oh well...!!!! went out for dinner with a few friends last night was... fun as usuall.... :) went to marche... and realliazed that i over ate this christmas... same thing happenned last year... and the year before that.... and before that one too.... only difference was i think i was more liquor'd up this year... made it more surreal... strange... should becareful now.... kinda like that surreal feeling... might backfire and mutate me into an alcoholic.....

a will have i for thee,
a sill have i for me,
a thrill it is to be,
a spill is left to see.

hmmm... nice.... :)

go figure....

christmas

Oh man...IT's finally here again... Christmas.... where the air is filled with joy and present's and family and friends come together to celebrate.... But the feeling is not all there for me... Of course i have friends and family but it'll be my first christmas without aunty molly... i haven't talked about it or told anyone... but i sure as hell have been thinking about it... alittle too much i think....

Saturday...

welll it's been a while... nothing's new... haven't really thought of what to put up here....
went to mark's birthday on saturday ... was a really wild one.... I mUSt say it was spiritually up-lifting..... Seeing as to how i drank bourbon.... champagne... Rum n coke... Vodka Coke... and started doing shot's off a 140 kilo block of ice...

Damn that was a big block of ice... Four Feet long A foot wide... Did shots off it the rest of the night... lots of alcohol... in that very little space of time... we then left and went to emerald hill to continnue partying...but just as we got there.... the cop's got there too...damn it....!!!! short lived..hahaha ...