Yultide Melancholy

hmm... well that was worst than i thought it would be.... just finished an exam at work and am not feeling too good about it... still alot of questions i haven't got answered yet... but nonetheless the book is supposedly correct...so we'll see... hehehee yeah right... well that's over for good i hope... although it was a retest... ( i only failed the first time cos the exam was on christmas EVE!!!!!) ( HHHHHeeeeeeeeelllo people.... what were you thinking... EXAM on CHRISTMAS EVE!!!) MAn being a working adult stinks.... !!!! oh well...!!!! went out for dinner with a few friends last night was... fun as usuall.... :) went to marche... and realliazed that i over ate this christmas... same thing happenned last year... and the year before that.... and before that one too.... only difference was i think i was more liquor'd up this year... made it more surreal... strange... should becareful now.... kinda like that surreal feeling... might backfire and mutate me into an alcoholic.....

a will have i for thee,
a sill have i for me,
a thrill it is to be,
a spill is left to see.

hmmm... nice.... :)

go figure....