Surprise surprise...

It's been 3 years and 8 months since I last posted something here, so you Can imagine my surprise to see everything still here and intact...
It's been a wild ride so far and now the time has come to leave the chaos of the relationship I've been in and return to the introvert I once was... Boy....!!!! Things were so much easier then, can't imagine what I Was thinking, only I'm looking forward to the trip to the states that's happening end if this month... Then back to the life I knew of fun filled times with friends and family, maybe I'm not boyfriend material, maybe I am... It just seems that there's an askwed sense compromissing here it's either her way or my way and either way it comes with a shit load of unecessary attitude.... From her of course, just like in school when were kids.... But I mean like what the he'll right aren't we all a bit to old for that crap now...