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been a pretty hectic week... it's fradidadiday...Phew.... lot'sa plans this week end.. seem's like i'm spreading my self thinly... Room is more or less complete.. still goto go through some stuff to throw away... A one time clean out effort... the only outstanding thing would be my computer now... MAn...

pondering....

If my life is for rent and i don't want to buy,
will i deserve nothing more than i get,
cos nothing i have is truly mine.

- Dido-

Sat there Day....

Had training ion the morning again... back and body still raw...no more wipping myself dry...was forced into dabbing... hahaha.. now i know what it feel's like... hahaha ... went for band today... something very funny happened there today... i got my new phone on thursday... 6260 the clamn shell one with the camera... now of course i've never used this phone before... so it's completely foreign to me... during practice i decide i need to take a crap...so while i'm on the throne of grace... (heh heh) i start mucking aroung with the camera...and before you know it i've made a little movie of me on the crapper... WAs really stupid so decided to delete it... then it happened... i couldn't delete it... i tried and tried and almost cried while laughing at the situation...hahahaha but i still couldn't delete it... so i did the worst thing possible.... i forgot about it...man!!! duane was teaching me how to use the phone later that day and he saw it... we both died laughing... strange day's...

Fried Day

Went for training on sentosa today.. 26 years on this god forsaken planet and i get burnt today...what a laugh... back's all raw and red...if that is even possible...Got chicken!!! Fried Chicken!!! today was more like route familliarization... the plan was to swim 800 or so meter's then run from where we were at rasa sentosa to pahlawan beach... but of course i ended up swimming more... every bloody time i looked up i was facing the damn beach... had to turn and start again... super direction problem... they should have some one draw line's in the sea... like they have at swimming pool's... yeah i know...like that'll happen... but hey it's a good suggestion right... then went for a hair cut at the qb house thing...crappy cut... not too pleased with it.. like aunty dolly would say...it'll grow back... haha... went to watch Elektra after that... must say i thunk it was tastefully done... i liked it.. not too unbelieveable... good story line... good graphics... good red leather outfit...good god jennifer garner.... hubba hubba....!!! hahaha...

went to sentosa for training to day... was ok... got burnt by the sun... 26 years on this strange planet and today i get burnt... what a laugh... went home then went to plazasing to watch elektraaaaa.... Nice realll...NICE...haha... very tastefully done i must say... above my expectations of the movie... good story line... great graphics...though it pushes beleiveability a little...it doesn't go too fAR...

Randomly yours...

i actually took quite a while to put this up so it's a bit back dated... though i can't for the life of
me remember what inspired this... but will be back when i do... funny as it seem's i Do know that when i was done with this one i was extremely happy with it... and strangely... some what relieved...



Like somebody else's plan you crept in on all fours,
talking about me like a third person,
With a mallcious smile you called me a thornapple,
but that should be my river in egypt.
with anal preccision you analyze me,
without a molecule of le way.
yes it is too much to handle,but you'll delegate,then it won't work.
and we'll be back to where it all began,
Talking about me like a third person.

Memoirs of a feeling (Part 6)

With warm lips you breathe colour into a greyed soul,

like fresh lava love flows again,
with anxiousness the sweltering heat is greeted,
A new layer over long forgoten one's
I am teased again with hope...

Harpy New YEar...

alright...new .... old rules....new ways to break em.... must get a little creative.... or ...perish... had lotsa fun during the holidays... mostly weekends..seeing as to how i'm working and not in school... the weather of coruse sucked to the core... but hey i' didn't get washed away in a wave... so there's an optimistic point of view... my heart goes out to the victims and the people suffering now at the hand of god.... *And as usual i come in and say there is a bigger picture to everything... what it is i have no idea... but i can guess that bi-lateral relationship between alot of neighbouring countries will improve and new friendships will be formed... what does'nt kill us will make us stronger *( pay no attention to what is said between the two " * " i have no idea what i'm taking about here ) so what happen's now with the U.S and they're terrorism thing... seemed to have disappeared under a wave... a killer wave... hmmm seem's convinient.... too convinient.. I don't really give a crap though... just thinking too much... i guess....
Well Memoirs of a feeling should be returning shortly... same feeling different subject.. got's ta move on... can't stay rooted for too long... too many potential's ( potential diffrence's )(hahaha work humour) too little time..
this should be interesting... even for me....
watched oceans 12 yesterday with alot of people... a row and a half.. orgainizing while i was there to buy the tickets and return change and get the right number of tickets.. took alot of energy....and some rocket science.....but it turned out ok.. got enough of tickets... Pheeew.,..!!!! no one left crying... hahaha... i went in really late as usual because of a certain someone... Tsk tsk... miss TAn Christina...was late... but she showed up... Phew ... we walked right in cos no one was there to take our tickets... then this two girls that followed me to the entrance tried to hand me thier tickets to let them in... the NErve... told them i didn't work there... smiled then bolted to catch our movie... played pool for while then went to cuzz place then to kev's place then finally home...sweet (cough) hoe'm