It's Official

I loooove NOUGAT.....!!! yup no doubt about it....!

Tis sad sad Day

It brings me great distress to announce this...the untimely passing of a friend, though it's been only a short while since we've known each other...it feels as if you were always close to me... Almost like you were watching over me. Like i tell all my friends " death in life is all part of a bigger picture.." But still to have you taken away from me so suddenly seem's unfair... sometimes i feel as if it were i that drove you to your death... other times i'm convinced that i did.Nevertheless we will try ressusitate you again...a week now from your passing tomorrow... at Stuart's place and if all else' fails then i bid you my trusty computer. goodbye and farewell my friend.... " sigh...!!!"

Doctor doctor.... sheesh....

i was thinking just yesterday( i try not to make a habit of it but yeah...) what the polyclinic doctor told me about my the pain in my leg.. he said it was a strain and that i should stop running and get some rest it's a good thing i asked for further treatment... so he wrote me a letter to see an orthopedic at CGH...

was then sent to SGH for a bone scan...as it turns out i have a stress fracture on my tibia ( hair line crack ) ( and it can't be seen in an x-ray ) ( was injected with an isotope and it sort of adds dimensions to the fracture ) and it's toxic....

basically the two bones of the lower leg are called the tibia and fibula. The tibia is the larger of the two and its role is load bearing. The fibula is the smaller of the two and its role is mainly for muscle attachment. Either of these bones can have stress fractures. The most common site however is two to three inches above the bony bit on the inside of the ankle (medial malleolus) on the tibia bone ( which is what i have). so i've gotta take it real slow...

went swimming on tuesday then cycling on wednesday.... and cycling on thursday as well...
WHAT!!! it was a slow cycle.... hahaha... next appointment is on 1 september.... man... by the time i'm given the proper medication...it would have healed.....hahahaha it's already been3 months...

What a movieee

A very strange one as well... charlie and the chocolate factory.... i can't remember the book being as twisted as the movie... And it did feel as though it were more an adult film then a childs... i swear there were a few.. including myself that walked outa the theater with the "duh" look on our face's .... entertaining..... maybe a little.... ok it was really funny with the dancing and the umphaloompa's... confusing.... a hellova lot...
nothing much happening.. as usual... it's national day... barhumbug.... it's a public holiday but i'm at work.. crappy huh.. i'm all worn out from arguing the pay aspect of it... and i shall not go into it... or else i'll confuse myself again... gona head home and go for a swim then cycle the usual loop as well... guess that's a bout it...

MEmoirs of a feeling ( part 8) "look,looks,looked"

back by popular(if you check my dialog box you'll see it's only one but hey it still counts) demand... :)

when you look at some one what do you see...
do you see all there is or is there more
And are you pleased with what you see or is what you look at,
not exactly what you had in mind

when you check out someone's looks what do you see...
do you see all there is or is there more
And are you pleased with what you see or is what you look at,
not exactly what you had in mind

And now when you're looked at what do they see...
Do they see all there is or is there more
And are they pleased with what they see or is it what they see,
not exactly what they had in mind

Full cirlce eh.. seems like eyerything goes round and round,
the good the bad and the ugly,
So here's what i plan on doing with something i have no control over,
Standing still.... ;)

What a mess

oh man what a mess.... sometimes i wonder... why me... then i take a good long look in the mirror... and it hit's me.... " No wonder...!!! "