Like A stone

I'm shit face exhausted right now... finished work at the hotel last night at three in the morning... got into bed at four... one and a half hour's later i was up getting ready for work...ouch... contemplated not coming to work...but decied it would be in my best interst to show a lil dedication to the job... and i'm a sucker for it... dragged my self through work up till now... tied up all my loose ends' paper works' all settled too...phew...it wasn't much to do but it makes all the difference when your dead beat tired... will have to go for a haircut...and worse yet.....will have to shave.........AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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AAAAAAAargh....!!! well on the brigther side i will be re-united with my chin.... haven't seen it in a long long long very long time... three to four years i think...!!! it'll be nice getting back together after so long...but i'm having mixed feelings about it..yup yup...you're wondering what the hell i'm talking about...hey if you find out please let me know too...all correspondence will be kept confidential.... and enormous...(sorry could't spell the othe word...)...
then i gotta head back and pack for reservist tomorrow...So from the likes of things so far...i may be out of sight/sound for a while... i should have my mobile with me should the need arise for you to pick up your phone and call me at four in the morning... but result's may vary..it'll be on a case by case basis... this weekend was alright... highlight's...: liverpools come back from a down by two goals to a three two win against fullham...woooo hooo...!!! i'm no critic... i was watered down courtesy of duane...( two pleese!!! ) ( beer la!!!) learnt something pretty interesting about beer distilling taps from work too...quite cool...basicallymucking around to fix something without having to break it first...(lost agian?...ya me too!!! ) heard the word Ba Dang Dangs on the radio this morning...still cracks me up....!!! hahahaha What WOULD i do with out the morning express... iswear man... thinking of starting a petition to get them to work on saturdays and sundays as well.... but i don't think they'd be too pleased bout that one...hmmmmm!!! alot of my plans for the next week and a hlf look's bleak..but see how things go..will be in touch with the respective people for the respective stuff... :) see how things go... alright folks...unitl i'm on line again or till after the 30th... I'll chee you choon!!!

Piar heh ?

Like a watchman i sit at the door
waiting jealously,
With Vermin strolling in and out hand in hand i
witness Daily,
You are there for everyone save me.

"Mere DuniAhi Chotto Aum!"
"Bas!! Bas!! KEdin!!"

Do i Love you ?
Why not ask me If i breathe Instead.... !!!

Another Huh???

Ahhh yes tis another fryday gone with the wind...
all is good i guess fer now... nothing's new... gona head home for now... might comeback on line tonight to add some stuf...depends.... :) Happy Holidaying Weekenders Toodle loo... Rasmelime...!!!

OooooWe

ooooooooooOooOOOOOOOOUch.... ok i think i've over done it...no wait... i know i 've over done it... my stomach feels like it's gonna BLOW...!!!! the whole two table spoons of coffee powder... on a day to day basis... might just be the cause of this unbearable pain... or maybe it's the fact that the food here in this new place isn't appetizing enought to eat.. which is why i've also curbed my diet... maybe the gastic juices are resorting to digesting on the inner linnings of the stomach walls...which is giving me this gastric like feeling...OH WAIT... isn't mustard bad for gastric... shit i had mustard in my sandwhich.... Oh crap.... if this means that i have to curb the pure coffee diet for the first three hours of work...to sustain me for the following six hours...io'm in more trouble than i thin i am in!!! look's like i'll be needing something stronger... gotta get in touch with the "Don" then....

After one week and three days i made contact with the species yesterday briefly... it talked to me... it said quote" turn off the tap! "Unquote it came in the nick of time too...they were threatening to pull my funding...again... if these things aren't taken care of it could cost me the Noble Peace prize...
All these Diplomats...!!!

I Heard a very good quote today... i'm going to use even if it's not mine...because it applies to everyone... even myself... My stomach is still hurtin like a bitch... I'm just hoping that an alien doesn't rip it's way outta me... Does Anyone know if Sigourney Weaver is in town... It would help to know that she's not... one less thing to worry about... Worked till pretty late yesterday... eight to be exact.. Feels awkward....!!! Maybe it's cos it's been a while since i have... but gotta for now... i'm going ona mindless holiday next week...Whhhhooooo hhoooo .....Reservist!!! hahaha one and a Half Weeks to Rest And Relax.... Yeh BaAabY... no poems lately worst drought to get hit by this year... Shall i wait for clouldy skies..

Quote " Everyone Has A tail, Make sure No one is stepping on yours...!!! "

Gona head home early today... Take some medicine get some rest perhaps... Might do me some good... Key word here being Rest

Huh???

there has got to be more to life than this... my day to day undertakings doesn't warrant a worthy enough approach or attempt.... which is why i'm in contempt of the court of life...!!! If there were a price to it... what would it be... to Peace of mind that is!!!! would anyone be willing to spend an entire life working for it or would it take much less of an effort....
what ever it is you've gotta appreciate all the smoke blowers... all they do is blow smoke up your arse...all day all night... and you'd be none the wiser...

Slacker

Ok it's tuesday and i'm back at work... heh heh heh... that's why i'm back at blogging too... well the weekend was pretty good... Matter's at home aren't any better... it's sad... and very disheartening which is why it's comforting to have friends around... they constantly irritate or annoy you ...helps take your mind off the crap fer a while... OK on a positive note there is one ... wait... my supervisor is not at work today..hahahahaha HAHAHAHA ( Evil LAughtEr ) alan was in town this weekend... chucked a sickie to hang out with duane and alan... if they only knew (people at work) hahaha... Duane got the job at nike...hahaha Damn shiok... HE told me when i called him from home..while i was still in bed... yup on monday... Wooooo Whooo... i'm gona be the next nike supermodel.... was my reply...Buahahaha !!!

Wacthed a really Rivetting hindi move on suday...was daaaaaamn good sial!!!!I think it was called Kuch Naa Kaho... IT was a really good story... and it had a damn good twist to it...a few actually .... damn good... Shiok... And of course my wife loooooooked absolutely fantabulous in it...as always...Aishwyaria Rai... Hottie... WOW!!! hahaha...i can dream cant i!!!

It's FRIDAY

Wow it's friday.... YEY oh what joy and sorrow this day brings... joy coz i get two day's to rest...and sorro...coz monday's two day's a way.... HAlf empty Half Full.... decision's decision's.... JOkes la... !!!!


IF YOU NOTICE THIS NOTICE,
YOU WILL NOTICE THAT THIS
NOTICE IS NOT WORTH NOTICING!!!


Alot of crap huh....!!!! But hey.....!!! SoMeboy's gotta do it....

Qoutable qOUTE FER TODAY IS



" IF YOU LICK THE LOLLIPOP OF MEDIOCRITY, YOU'RE A SUCKER FOR LIFE "

JOKES!!!

In this very depressing, overly breakneck pace, multitasking,under-handed,multinational,angst filled, idoit pronned,narrow minded life....one can only find solace in humour... with that in mind can you remember the last friends episode you watched... i remember the one where Joey had to go for and audition for a part... and the part had to be read in french.... Now we all know Joey is as intellectual as a cucumber... or perhaps the cucumber is more intectual than joey... he had to audition for a part where he had to speak french... Now not knowing an ounce or even a miniscule of french...he went for it... and basically tried to bullshit his way through it... it was a laugh from when he started speaking french but the most unforgetable part would be when he say's "TuT e La Frut" !
NOw i have no clue as to what it actually means if it is a word in the first place...but it has and still brings about a laugh ... Maybe it's just the way he say's it... or maybe it's just the word... itself.... i'm gona leave ya'll with a joke...

*Three men: a philosopher, a mathematician and an idiot, were out
riding in
the car when it crashed into a tree. Before anyone knew, the three men
found themselves standing before the pearly gates of Heaven, where St.
Peter and the Devil were standing nearby.*"Gentlemen," the Devil
started,
"due to the fact that Heaven is now overcrowded, St Peter has agreed to
limit the number of people entering Heaven. If anyone of you can ask me
a
question which I don't know or cannot answer, then you're worthy enough
to
go to Heaven; If not, then you'll come with me to Hell." The
philosopher
then stepped up and said, "OK, give me the most comprehensive report on
Socrates' teachings". With a snap of his finger, a stack of paper
appeared
next to the Devil. The philosopher read it and concluded it was
correct.
"Then, go to Hell!" With another snap of his finger, the philosopher
disappeared. The mathematician then asked, "Give me the most
complicated
formula you can ever think of!" With a snap of his finger, another
stack of
paper appeared. The mathematician read it and reluctan tly agreed it
was
correct. "Then, go to Hell!" With another snap of his finger, the
mathematician disappeared too. The idiot then stepped forward and said,
"Bring me a chair!" The Devil brought forward a chair. "Drill 7 holes
on
the seat." The Devil did just that. The idiot then sat on the chair and
let
out a very loud fart. Standing up, he asked, "Which hole did my fart
come
out from?" The Devil inspected the seat and said, "The third hole from
the
right." "Wrong," said the idiot, "it's from my asshole." The idiot went
to
Heaven.

Memoirs of a feeling (part 5)

I woke up this morning and was making the usual huge cup o coffee to put into my flask.... fer work... So while the water was boiling...i stood there contemplating how much of coffee powder is enough... With out thinking too hard about it... i put in two tablespoons and made my coffee... poured it into mah flask... there was some balance and i figured...cool a sip to start the day... but it turned out to be be more of a " HARROW...GOOOOOO MOOOOooooOOOOORNING SINGAPORE...... WHOOOOO HOOOO.... " almost ran around the house hands flailing in the air and screaming... MAn that's what you call a wake up call.... Now i'm at work and completlety Od'd on caffine... tonight's gonna be a long nite....

Alright here goes.....

I saw you over the many heads between the crowd that separated us... we both searched the crowds till we found each other.. and then once we knew where we were... our attention turn back to what was happening in front... It was comforting knowing that everything else came second to finding you... but then again..i look for you in every crowd...


i scan an oline dictionanry,
searching for an enormous word or two,
to add some flair to my feelings for you.
but i revert back to keeping it simple

Evidantly because i cannot write anymore,
without giving away too much,
too much of me to everyone here but you...

I have sent word to you,
through the various channels.
And i now wait for what seem's like an eterninty.
But eternity is next to nothing
if it is spent wihtout you.

No trumpet's or proclaimation's await you,
No red carpet's nor confetti to disarm you,
just a little brown box with a heavyness.
With a broken heart inside longing for your tenderness.

WARNING

Alright...some dirty laundry is about to get aired tonight... so if you read this and you know me...i don't want your opinion or your acknoledgement (....I AM NOT KIDDING... IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU ARE....!!!! )of the event i'm about to disclose ...i just need to get if of my chest for now...and this seems like the best place for me to do it....

i had a fight with my mother today...the worst one ever... and i said a lot of things .... thing's i shouldn't have said... or things i've never said to her before...but she deserve's it ...it all came out tonite... we've fought before ...and it's always about the same thing...my sister... i have a sister that's older completly irresponsibe utterly stupid and we fight about her all the time...tonight i lost it... My mom put's up with all her shit and i have to as well... and i don't see why i should... This woman is just using her own mother like a fucking maid and i'm tired of ...her biggest mistake would be to think i'm at her beck and call like my mother is....... when ever my mom needs someone to talk to she come's to me and i 've had it... it's not fair and i've told her i want out to many times already..... it's like this...

because of these two women i've sworn myself off all women!!!!!!!!!!! IF i ever end up with a woman like this i'm as good as dead.... One is a nightmare to live with ...with no self discipline or cleanlisnes and the other is too weak to stand up for herselve.... it'll be the death of me......... ALL I EVER WANTED IN THIS FUCKING LIFE WAS A LOVING FAMILY respectable loving family!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is also the one thing i've never had and will probably never get....

i was watching t.v today and the phone rang... (i never answer my home phone because my friends all get me on my cellular... so i dont expect to get calls from any one at home ) and my sister is in the toilet having a shower........ before i get up to get the phone my sister bark's to me to get the phone... And that's awrong button to push....!!! So as peeved as i am i still make my way to the phone to get it... then as i'm picking the phone up i hear to toilet door open... And THEN SHE SCREAMS AT ME IN FULL BLAST TO PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE........
whadaya know ...wrong button again...so i'm standing there starring into the direction that this BANSHEE is screaming from with the phone half way to my ears..... but after hearing that scream...i look at the phone...then HANG UP oblivious to whoever the fuck was calling at that time..... I have not and i will not ever put up with someone or anyone who thinks they can scream at me to get what they want... Later on this sorry sack of shit get's her call back from whoever and then she screaming at me again because i apparently hanged upon one of her collegues..... TUFF FUCKING LUCK BITCH!!!!!!

now my mother is pissed with me because we fought and i told her off completely ....With No sensitivity i told her that there is going to come a day when i've decided that i've had it.... it's been about five years now i've been putting up with all this FUCKING SHIT and i honestly don't know how much longer i can deal with it.....i'm human...i'm not a fucking god....!!!! when that day come's i said i would lose it and that bitch would finally leave this house...in a body bag...and my mother would join her...for being WEAK...!!!! this blog thing help get this off my chest for now... fOR NOW that's all i'll need....i'm at leonie's house now... davId de CRUZ ( MY FAVOURITE SINGAPORE IDOL) wanted to watch this hindi movie that i recommended... it's a good movie called Khabi Khusi khabi gum....Irony of all ironies it's about family lives and Family ties... How far should you let anyone push you....family included....???????????????????????????????????????????????????

Point to Ponder on!!!!

Can you succesfully submit your resignation From the post "ALIVE" for an internal transfer to "DEAD" to "Human Resource Heaven"

Or is the HUMAN Resource dept. there as good as the one's we have here.......!!! :)