once a week

For some one who talks alot of shit i don't really have much to say... that is of anything that would make sense... So i've been reduced to writting in here at least once a week... So yeah tha big day is finally here and like i've said before... 21 is the magic age....anything after that shouldn't be celebrated... hahaha BUt i must thank all my freinds who remembered my birthday... this year i was actually planning the usual vanish into thin air and reappear tomorrow... but it was decided that i shouldn't... unanimously... hahaha Ah yes... so what's different this year... Like some one once said...Same shit Differen't day... hahahaha boy i'm just bursting with optimism aren't i !!!
i wonder if it's really necesarry for me to be here if all i have to offer is alot of bitchin and whinning


A birthday wish for me,
a loved one to see it would be,
who'd hug me and tell me to hang in there,
someone to help my heart smile again.